Sunday, 13 October 2013

CONFUSING ..

Assalamualaikum..
 
Hye bebs , , ok hari ini nk berjiwang karat haha . First of all abaikan dulu tajuk statement.. haha aku mula dari awal ok..
 
Sebenarnya aku tak sangka pon dpt contact kau blik.. masa kau add aku dekat wechat , aku agak terperanjat laa jugak Couse i didn't expect anything abOut you .. i even didn't expect tht i will contact you again .. the way we break up , it's shows that nothing will be in the posotive things . 
 
after in one and a half years , you come back.. Firstly i really really gets shocked , but then when we chat and we hang out , i just realize that is all true.  then i keep silence on you because of i'm in final exam mood plus plus the problem tht i had make me feel like the worlds ends .
 
After that , i try to build up myself and try my best to gets what i have been dreams for before this . . study hard make me stress but i try to be positive . ok after i just came back from Kl , you add me on wechat using another account.. i just accept that ..
 
then you ask me why i'm keep silence from you , for the truth is i'm in not good condition .. but i keep smiling and try to trow it away . . let by gone be by gone .. truly is aku nak jerk serang pompan uh tapi aku still ade kewajaran akal.. aku bukan manusia pura pura macam kau .. it's spoil my mood if i been thinking about you .. fucking damm shit .!! fucking ass bitch !!
 
ok , dah tersangat jauh menyimpang , aku dah cakap aku tak boleh kalau cakap pasal betina sundal tu .. ok bye . . back to the main topic . hehe . if talking about you , my lips get on smile . . hahaha see the power of you ?..
 
ok , then we continue chatting and video call on wechat .. how i miss you so much dear . but you know what sayang ?.. i really confusing about you relay sayang . is it true you're single ?..  i actually really really didn't care if your are someone special .. we still can be a friends hunny . .we still can keep in touch , hang out together ..
 
 
The things that i have been really hates when you lie on me . . it's hurts me a lots darling . i feel like sdjjlk.. haha . but you know wht syg ?.. every time i troughback our sweeties moment , it can realise my stress . thinking about others memory with the friends . chillex with others at bella house .. haha
 
it's all the memories that i keep in my mind as a sweeties memory with you and my crazy ass bitch . haha 
 
So please my dear sweetheart , please , be honest .. it not about i'm not trusting you but i wants you to be honest so that i will not  hesitate with you my dear .
 
 
SINCERELY BY ; AKMA ROSLAN

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